And I’m just like
A relationship?
With OTHER HUMANS?
You have to be fond of each other?
And somebody has to be like “hey I’ve known you for like a week (and maybe even less) and I would like to initiate a period of mutual fondness and trust”?
And the other party doesn’t go like “wtf we’ve only known each other for a week you’re no where near my circle of trust yet, and I barely even know you”?
And then you have to actually follow through on that? Like, make a decision of “yeah I’m gonna have an intimate relationship with this person. I am going to be emotionally invested.”
Also: intimate relationships?

What is this fuckery
Do I have trust issues or social issues deep in my psyche that I need to resolve something?